Greeting to all again,
Today I got no story... actually… maybe i should write some about all the day that i have been throught. Mm... I don’t have any fun day almost every day…
Only some bad experience I have… well… what can I say…? I like something that difference from the others, I don’t have anything interesting to talk… event I have, maybe you all cannot understand… that's why i kind of lazy to write "extra" blog...
That’s why, I rather be alone than be someone that I cannot be…i cannot think like a normal person sometimes, i'm difference... I try everything I could to be like “normal person”… but I’m not good enough… someone has told me that I’m “special”, I think rather than be called “special” more towards “loser”.
I just only happen having bad memories lately… my time during school… many things happen and only 15% good memory including result UPSR, PMR, SPM…maybe some of you will wonder something like how can “me” be like this eventually? Is my word correct? Event now I don’t know what kind of person I can be…
I think I only know one thing about me 100%. I hate making people sad… I don’t mind being someone invisible rather making people sad…I can only tell one thing again honestly…the previous blog I pose is only few happy things happened to me…well, at least I still got some of my college friends makes me happy… I think for now maybe… ohhh… I miss my home… I think that’s it. Hoho, event I write this not many people will see this… I kind of write this time to express some about myself. Haha… thank to those leave comment ok?
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Monday, July 21, 2008
My Experience Promote My Album
Today is the day where my album will be launch in my class. Before I went to a class, my stomach began hurt and it took me almost an hour to take a shower. Never mind that, the first person started promote is Shida. Oh man, she is good even thought she looks scared in front. Many other my friends also great like Fahimah, Fahmi, Ihsan and so on…
The last person promoting is me. WHOA!! My legs shacking since first person and now it shacking more!! When I show my album (a piece of paper drown), many of them laugh enjoy seeing it. I think it would be a good starter to promote (hehe). I’m trying to be cool and at the same time smile during that period. The lecture, Pn Shima only gives one minute to talk. I don’t know it is lucky or what, but whatever it is I talk what I got in my mind because all my idea have been already taken by my previous competitive (haha). It is hard to be last person presenting… Well I’m cool! (hoho)
Huh… After all that long one minute period, I feel like so relive! I think everyone would think as same as I do and now we have to write our feeling to this paper (at then to computer). But seriously, I do not know we can talk more in one minutes and it feel long at that period. This would be my good experience in my BEL 311 class, I think… (haha). Maybe I can change my way of to be more like a confident person, what I just wanted to be all this years. Huh… Maybe that is it for now. I do not have any more comment (haha). I hope they would not remember how my album looks alike. Think again, I feel shame (hehe).
The last person promoting is me. WHOA!! My legs shacking since first person and now it shacking more!! When I show my album (a piece of paper drown), many of them laugh enjoy seeing it. I think it would be a good starter to promote (hehe). I’m trying to be cool and at the same time smile during that period. The lecture, Pn Shima only gives one minute to talk. I don’t know it is lucky or what, but whatever it is I talk what I got in my mind because all my idea have been already taken by my previous competitive (haha). It is hard to be last person presenting… Well I’m cool! (hoho)
Huh… After all that long one minute period, I feel like so relive! I think everyone would think as same as I do and now we have to write our feeling to this paper (at then to computer). But seriously, I do not know we can talk more in one minutes and it feel long at that period. This would be my good experience in my BEL 311 class, I think… (haha). Maybe I can change my way of to be more like a confident person, what I just wanted to be all this years. Huh… Maybe that is it for now. I do not have any more comment (haha). I hope they would not remember how my album looks alike. Think again, I feel shame (hehe).
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
“The Genius One”
Good day to whoever happens to see my new album title about myself. It has been a while since my last tenth album (haha). After all this years, I have come out 10 new songs regarding myself. It took me awhile to do some research since I also did not know much about myself lately (hoho). Now I will tell the details of my 10 new songs. I hope everyone will understand more about me after I elaborate each of them.
The first song is called ‘Gamez’. When I was 4 years old (haha), my mom brought my big brother a new game. But something looks very weird about this gAmE...the THING actually just look square, it can make sound but I don’t understand what it say at that time (but I kind of like it you know), it got only 2 button and some cross symbol. The THING color is black but there is a small square at that thing and it shows picture moving like a TV (I love TV, hehe). Then my bro thought me how to play the THING. I think at time, it was called ‘Game Gear’. I started liking it because I love the sound of the game, I can only play with my fingers, and I can eat or drink whenever I want! (haha!). I think that’s how I love to play game…Most probably reason is I lazy to play outside… J
For my next song is ‘Smart’. Maybe some of you would think that I’m clever, but you WRONG! This title represented me as HANDSOME! (Wahahahaha!!!). I do not know what proper word to say it but I always know I’m not the most handsome, I always said that word because I want to be positive. I always negative thinking, so this is how I want to change. I starting use this word just a few years to make myself remember that I can somebody also. But I cannot use this word HANDSOME as my title song because I want girls also can be positive in their life for who have same problem as me. J
This is one of my favorite songs called ‘The Thinker’. I don’t know why, but I like think about everything that around me. I got this kind of ‘ability’ since I was a little kid. Maybe not all but I can tell which is right or wrong. For example, I get this feeling that ‘solat’ is the good thing to do. I started with Maghrib first, then Zohor and Asar, lastly Isyak and Subuh. Subuh is the hardest because you have to wake at 6am. (Haha). My mom and my dad always busy with their works, having hard time sending with me even at Sunday. Some kids will negatively towards their parents but for me, I know they busy because they love our family. They want us live in proper place, easy, best and so on in the future. Right now we are living in Putrajaya. My parent can spend more time with us now. J
The first song is called ‘Gamez’. When I was 4 years old (haha), my mom brought my big brother a new game. But something looks very weird about this gAmE...the THING actually just look square, it can make sound but I don’t understand what it say at that time (but I kind of like it you know), it got only 2 button and some cross symbol. The THING color is black but there is a small square at that thing and it shows picture moving like a TV (I love TV, hehe). Then my bro thought me how to play the THING. I think at time, it was called ‘Game Gear’. I started liking it because I love the sound of the game, I can only play with my fingers, and I can eat or drink whenever I want! (haha!). I think that’s how I love to play game…Most probably reason is I lazy to play outside… J
For my next song is ‘Smart’. Maybe some of you would think that I’m clever, but you WRONG! This title represented me as HANDSOME! (Wahahahaha!!!). I do not know what proper word to say it but I always know I’m not the most handsome, I always said that word because I want to be positive. I always negative thinking, so this is how I want to change. I starting use this word just a few years to make myself remember that I can somebody also. But I cannot use this word HANDSOME as my title song because I want girls also can be positive in their life for who have same problem as me. J
This is one of my favorite songs called ‘The Thinker’. I don’t know why, but I like think about everything that around me. I got this kind of ‘ability’ since I was a little kid. Maybe not all but I can tell which is right or wrong. For example, I get this feeling that ‘solat’ is the good thing to do. I started with Maghrib first, then Zohor and Asar, lastly Isyak and Subuh. Subuh is the hardest because you have to wake at 6am. (Haha). My mom and my dad always busy with their works, having hard time sending with me even at Sunday. Some kids will negatively towards their parents but for me, I know they busy because they love our family. They want us live in proper place, easy, best and so on in the future. Right now we are living in Putrajaya. My parent can spend more time with us now. J
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